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Sunday, March 7, 2010

Friends...
I still don't know how to upload my pictures (gona have to go to my moms house for help) and I'm still too busy to blog on a regular basis.
I feel so often I have many expectations of what I want my life to look like...but what do I find instead. Days and days of wasted time and energy and not really accomplishing much.
I've found myself stuck in a whirl wind of an ever changing schedule that rarely allows me to see my friends or family or go to church. Yes I do still see Brian... but like for example its been three days since we've hungout and all I can do is chill at home for a few hours in the morning by myself before I work my shift all night. I'm waiting for the warm weather so I can do yard work and start house projects while I'm alone. Little sister is moving out in 20 days. CANT WAIT FOR THEIR WEDDING it will be amazing. But I'm gona miss that girl!
Anyways is there a slight discontent...yes...
I'm still adjusting to the profession I've chosen...they told us in the academy it was a life style because its really an almost 24/7 job. Now that I have my very own cruiser...I'm "on duty" even if I'm driving around "off duty" haha. I still love it! Just adjusting to all the changes that are taking place =)
Needing prayer for motivation and energy to live a life outside of my uniform...